Sunday, 8 March 2009

Conceptualising torture? Chile and the torture truth commission

Context

 

And the trapeze I was sitting on- it was the executioners noose

And the white sands stretching long- they were sun-bleached-bones, loose

With the years of  forgetting-

Olvido perdono- all this- begetting

And the report is a map- 4000 k of torture and death

‘N they don’t give a crap- wine, eat and shop, laugh lest

Lest we should remember,

those-ssh. those-ssh- those facts of september

Don’t think, just be- a democracy made of cheap hotdogs, no books

Eighty percent illitera-cy[1]- gossip mags and saucy looks

most detained women sexually abused

Lives dreams words-  old flesh. now used

 

And lest we forget- we’ve all moved on, no-one cares

Family victims I ‘spect- still holding on- yet everyone  stares:

Look: the black and white photographs of the dead

Or stare at the glossy pictas of American teens instead

Communist conspiracies- why blame the military now

Oh n’ innocent kids-I see- 33 thousand lives- oh wow.

-and the (copper-bought)  traffic

goes on,

down roads of cheap consumerism ,

 stretching long.



[1] Chile is estimated to have 80% functional illiteracy- people who don’t read  in their day-to-day lives.

 

Disjointed dissertation

The memorisation of his’try

Page seven, notes three to five

conceptualisation of  victory

Number eleven- check the line

The creation of the other-bad

Lira’s book- find the page?

lone abandoned mother-sad

have a look- the rapist’s wage

the enemy as disposable

the militry- a victim too?

the tensioning is notable

“apologies”- read it through

moral destruction of the other side

Neo-liberal- find defintion

Past as rupture-the eventual slide

J-O Tibral- The new edition

To  displacement of unsuitables?

Word-count in hyperdrive

 Replacement of  the juster rules

Don’t discount the number of lives

Democratising death and pain

Footnoting of other’s secrets

Militarising definition of sane

The memory box is always deepest.

Memory as secret box

Having worked on a dissertation about Chile's torture truth Commission- memory has a secret box.



Memory has a secret box.

 

The women read. And the typist typed.

Opening boxes - truth comes to light.

 

In opening the box of someone else

she found her locked. her younger self

 

In societies tortures done by the state

Her own wounds her secret ache

 

And as night left and morning fell

She typed her tears- a secret well

 

A pain she'd never known she’d had

Someone’s daughter, a likely lad

 

Writing those wrongs in secret ink

Writing other wrongs. The secret links

 

A secret writing of a secret wrong.

50 years of history. Long

 

If a wrong doesn’t make a right they say

then writing out  a wrong it may

 

open up  that  secret box.

Open it up and tell me, soft

 

The morning’s moon will sooth, you’ll see

With that secret becoming a part of me